stole this from someone.. opps. but i'm really bored and don't feel like sleeping so we'll do this....

Write a statement intended for 10 different people. don't tell which one is for who.

1. so much to say.... your probably the only guy that i've known at loyola the longest (not counting the guys i knew from olph) but its weird. your like my closest guy friend and even though we hardly hang out anymore, i know we can just call each other up just to talk and it'll be so cool. i'm glad all that drama shits behind us to, mostly my fault, but i'm glad now cause i think all of that just made us closer.. god, your the best.

2. seriously, your my bestest friend. you and i literally stick together. all last year we've traveled into different cliques and we're still the best of. and we always have great talks. your the best and times are always fun. we go well together and we'll always move to different groups together forever!!

3.oh man oh man, dude. your like the older brother i never had. actually not really cause we're practically the same age butttttttttt meeting you was actually the funniest thing i could ever do. we have crazy times together and you listen to anything i say even though its like cheesy shiet. like all that drama and i want you to know you mean a lot to me.. listening to me again and again about the same shiet. and your always there when i need you so thanks.

4. even though i've only known you really for like a couple months. okay maybe like a year i've feel like we've known each other longer. sitting next to you in english was possibly the best thing in the world haha not... but you always listen to me and it seems as though we're always in 'sync' with each other like if i say something to you, you'll just be like i know what you mean and feel the same way. and your just funny looking haha kidding. but your the best and you know who you are if you read this cause your the only one who reads my xanga anymore haha nerd.

5. man , so much drama over the summer and shiet i'm still surprised that you actually talk to me. i know it means shit to you right now, but i'm sorry for anything i did to you last year it was stupid of me, but i'm glad we are still friends after all i did and if i could take it back i would, but its just how it works, and if you already didn't know i'm telling you now, that i really am sorry and that your friendship means a lot to me and i hope you feel the same way. we've had a lot of funny convos even tho if you don't remember any of them i do, i'll always be here for ya tho whenever you need me i'll be there in a hurry...[definately not gonna break out in song]

6. okay, i really know that we hardly talk anymore cause i don't sit with you that much, but i just wanna tell you this that a long time ago far far away in the land of freshman year i had a thingy for you but yeah tahts all gone now, cause your like hilarious and just sooo outgoing. haha but i'm sorry i don't talk to you anymore but i just tried calling your phone but no answer so you suck! haha but i still love ya! haha

7. haha girl, your awesome and we used to chill like all the time last year what happened. but we're hanging out a lot this year again and i love it. we've been through so many funny memories too many to name. but i miss hanging out with you haha well we do now haha buttt ya get the drift. your probably one of the longest girlfriend that i know whom i still hang with. and even though we totally think different i love it cause we get along so well..and i love ya for that.

8. jeez, uhm yenno i have really hard times expressing my feelings and i never knew you felt that way about me at all (hundreds of years ago) but whatever its in the past, and now your like the best person i know even though you totally make fun of me and i hate that meanie. but i know that we'll be friends for a long time and thats conforting. haha

9. definately am sorry about saying stuff about you, but you just don't go do that to your friends. its just really awkward and really bitchy. but i'm over it now and i hope you can forgive me even though i was never really mad at you haha but you really are awesome just don't go doing it again. we were really good friends last year then drifted apart and now your one of my best friends [yes, i have many what can i say] and its an awesome feeling just being friends with you again (i know that sounded creepy but i hope you know what i mean haha) and yeahhhhhh your my friend haha [couldn't think of anything else]

10. oh man, wow....met you last year. talked a lot throughout the year. and now this. i love this. it. haha i know that you probalby think totally different of me or maybe you actually do feel the same way buttttttt your like the type of person i can just be sitting next to you and still be having fun and i love that feeling. your honestly, what holds me together at times and i love you for that and so many more reasons. i just hope that we'll stay like this for a long time and never lose this. what can i say, your my everything, without you i'm nothing.

wow-- really liked that... helpd me kinda to release some of my thoughts and i love it.

.........definately just got back from break and it was awesome.. woo hoo. and now no ones home and it sucks haha but if you wanna chill, give me a jingle [who the hell says that anymore "jingle" haha, i'm totally bringing it back!]

uhm... i'm really tired but i decided what the hell. i'll update before i go to bed. so i am. uhm. lets recap the weekend shall we?

friday
- had school, dropped oaks home, went home, pickd up tiffany from the train station, pickd up shiet, went to annies house haha some shit went down like.... of course getting piss ass drunk haha.....make outs, more than make outs. crazyness man. craaaazy uhm oo yeah i drove half drunk to the glen from annies house and back. so it was a fun expierence yeah. uhm but thats all then slept there and woke up and sarkis here we come

saturday
- had work, was fun, this really, i swear to god, metro sexual guy came in with like armani exchange clothes on i was like omg dude what are you doing. but its okay he made up for it by owning a red mustang which is hot. then went to cha's hosue for a 20 minute cotillion meeting. haha, then alex's hosue for like 3 hours then family party. quite a day i say.

sunday
- church as usual. my mom's obsessive over it don't laugh. then lakeside cause i was so hungry. me colleen and abigail then went to marina's dance performance she was awesome in it! haha went home. then had a huge fight again with my madre and just left the house and went to alex's house where ryan, tanner, gunder, and amato were there. it was fun. superbowl  was fun. hooters stop was fun. thennnnnn came home to see the family i know famliy parties in two nights some say impossible but it definately happened. haha

so that was my terrific weekend based on mostly family crap. i know it was fun. not! but hey. i'll post pics from annies.. haha this shall be fun....

-- me and maggie -- joey and me-- katelyn, james and tiffany -- me and tim -- jake and annie -- danny -- dave and me -- - me -- danny and me -- cronin -- annie and  me -- annie and orf -- annie and orf

uhm. who the hell has been really tired, angry, depressed, and unhappy in the past days over here.. gosh my life sucks haha but anyways. shall we recap the weekend!?

friday
- went to northbrook court with katelyn jessica mega jeannie lexi maggie and molly.
- then went to sarkis and met up with peter john boyle matt danny hart danny murph kurt. and say emmett hecky and lefevour there
- drove around. was stupid. being crazy
- then went to lexi's house where everyone was there. people were stoned.
- austin met us up at lexi's with joe p. and ricki h.
- went to taco bell, then drove home good day!

saturday
- first day at quiznos. yay!
- lunch with mike q.
- saw maggie for a little bit
- came home changed
- picked up momo and went to loyola vs. niles north game
- alex met us up there
- went home
- then annie cregg steve laura rosie and joey came
- we all then went to boyles house
- some smoked some did not
- then we went to ihop
- then went to bed

sunday
- church of course
- then work
- then old orchard with tiffany katelyn rooney and dennis
- then my house with tiffany rooney and dennis
- drove around with tiffany
- tiffany left did some hmwk
- tim pickd me up and we drove around
- came home showered and slept. all in all a good as day.

-- so many things going on right now. its really kinda of over whelming. uhm not sure if i can handle it. and i can feel the seriousness building between me and alex and i don't enjoy it one bit. gosh! why if life so damn hard. --

shall i post some really old pics up here?.. i shall!!!!